Dark days become sunny
Frigid days become warm,
Rainy days become cloudless
And lightning got wiped away from the storm.
Oceans sing,
Rocks cry out,
Mountains roar,
And tree branches shout
The stars fall
Right out of the sky
The moon winks
And the sun went dry
All because you said one thing
All because you said it true
All because you made me smile
All because you said I love you
Friday, February 24
1. My uncle once: - told me not to get bullied in my life..alwayz stand for myself!
2. Never in my life have I: - bunjee jumping
3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then - i love him lots!
4. High School is/was: - the most memorable
5. When I'm nervous: - i have butterflies in my stomacH! and i will scratch my ear! or bite my finger nails
6. The last time I cried was: - last few days...when my dad didnt let me salam him!
7. If I were to get married RIGHT NOW my bridesmaids/groomsmen would be: - i dont know...maybe shikin or sabreena or natalia or lini?
8. My hair: - is very very curlY! and i really mean very curly!
9. When I was 5: - i was skooling at eunos PAP! and i was very cute! haha
10. Last Christmas eve: - i was out with my frens i think? hahaha
11. When I turn my head left, I see: - my bro sleeping in my room!! shuckS!! i nid to carry him! haha
12. When I turn my head right, I see: - my study table
13. When I look down I see: - the flooR!!
14. The craziest recent event was: - the moment when im on my way home..me and sulaiman were laughing over smallest stuFF! haha crazy us!
15. If I was a character on 'Friends' I'd be: - jenniffer anistoN! i love her!
16. By this time next year: - i would be in my 3rd yr relationship with bee. and i will be 20! yucks! im olD!
17. I have a hard time understanding : - y zali cant understand y i did that for him!!
18. One time at a family gathering: - i think was last yr chalet..i came late cause i was werkin n i sort of miss some fun! yet i had fun overall!!
19. You know I "like" you if: - i tok to u nicely! im serious! i be very rude to e person whom i dont like
20. If I won an award, the first person I'd thank is: - god..and my mum den my dad..and to my sis and bro too! and aso to him!!
21. My ideal breakfast is: - roti prata with ikan kari! yum!
22. If you visit my hometown: - u will see lots of mats n minahs! haha
23. Where do you plan to visit anytime soon: - MALDIVES! shama!!! i wan to go dere..faster bring me there ok?
24. Boys are: - boys?dose underage? dey are just wannabee! please lah go home play marble lah!!
25. I'd stop my wedding if: - i found my future husband is not faithful to me!
26. The world could do without: - sensitive, quiet people! they are just a a thorn to my aRSE! hahaha ok im being mean! but hey my frens are bunch of noisy people! haha
28. Most recent thing someone else bought you: - cookiE! thanks sabby wabbY! e cookie taste xtra delecious! haha
29. My favorite time of day is: - wen im on my comfy bed!
30. My favorite store is: - giordanO! hahaha
31. My favorite ringtone is: - the tone he dl for me! haha its cost me 4 dolar ok! thats why i like it so much! hahaha
32. And by the way: - im missing my baby!!!!!arGH!
33. The last time I was high: - hahaha!
34. The person who I last talked to told me to: - zali! hehehe
35. Once, at a bar/club: - i never go b4..im such an innocent girl ok!
37. Last night: - my stupid TO was shouting at uS! for being irresponsible..f*ck him!
38. There's this girl : - whom i like at times yet she can be irritating at times!
39. There is this guy : - whose name is short fart and he toks to me but not to sab! haha
11:45 PM
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Sunday, February 19
"Don't EVER leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love".
i like the phrase..cool huh!?
hehe
im being random here..
ok guys..im plannin to make a chalet end of march..hopefully its happens..praying hard 4 it...
11:52 AM
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Sunday, January 22
at last i can sit down at home and chilling around..i miss just sitting at home doin nutin! so here i am chilling, chatting and blogging in! hehe..
i was suppose to go east coast today..wani fren ask me out but i dont wan cause i miss craping ard with my parents! haha..
ok now let me fill u wat i did all this while...but before i start let me apologise first..im sorry for not being able to be free to go out and not free at all!! i been bz with trainin in sha villa hotel..now im trainin at the rossete restaurant..i dont really go out much with frens..
i dont have a life noW!! im serious!! all i do is just wake up get ready for werk and come back home to slP!!! thats all i do!! my off days are only on sunday..the only day for myself..luckily this week zali is not out from camp so i can at least rest at home..
but i cant complain..cause whenever i complain people will say "u are the one who choose to be in this skol.so dont complain" haha which i find it true..but im not complaining..im just wanting to vent my frustration to people that im tired...
so now zali are in jungle! haiz! im very worried about him..i dont know whether he is strong enough to endure the physical trainin..hopeful can!! he cant call me for 7 days!! argH!!!! im missing him like crayz!!! i cant wait for him to be out!!!!!
god if u are listenin to me now, plez gib him the strength for him to endure all the obstacles he is facing now..both phsically and mentally!
ok lah now im out from here!adiouS~
3:58 PM
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Sunday, January 8
ok peeps..2006 finally arrive..my endin 4 2005 didnt go as plan..i shall not mention but tanks to porny and dee for accompanying the whole night..hehe we went to countdown..just 3 of us? imagine me stuck with 2 guys..but its ok lah! hehe..did enjoy their acompany..with dee fart and nataporn irritatingness.did have some fuN! hehe..anyway now im goin thru some shit trainin at shavilla hotel! which is so shitty! tired..but fortunately i have sabreena nabilah and other to make my life there more enjoyable..hehe =] ok lah i shall update with further details..for now im getting ready to go out! take care peeps! byebye!
12:42 PM
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Friday, December 23
i dont know what to blog but i just blog cause i just realise that i only had 3 entries for december..so here i add one before new year comin..2006 cumin very soon..time flies really fast! 2005 is comin to an end and beginning a new yr...its been great for me this yr..there is lots of ups and down..and guess what?im turning 19!!! ARGH!! im so old can??? haha..
now im havin skol holidays..holidays have been great for me lah..been staying at home and goin out too..nxt week my trainin in rosette starts..wish me all the best ok??
11:58 PM
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Monday, December 12
haiz! its been a week since he broke my heart..yes these few days have been the hardest for me..goin thru the pain moreover i have exams..so imagine what i goin thru..haiz...but thanks to my friends who have been there for me..now i know which are really my friend who are there for me to listen to my crapz to listen to my fu*kin problem..i wanna say thank u for bein there for me..
to lini: - thanks for comin down that day to fetch me from school..appreciated..=]
to dan: - hahaha..you know now u jus sux iin givin advice..what happen to the old u? but u know what? yet u manage to cheer me up!! hehe..so everytime im in the sad mood i will alwayz think of what u said and thats will make me start laughing!!!.. thanks for listening to my crying everyday!! thanks for cheering me up..and thanks for the advice..!! and sorry to alwayzz bother u! haha single life is problemless?? haha no i dont think so!!..haha..anyway thanks..eh you know what cheer me up the most?? HAAGEN DAZ ICE CREAM!!! iM STILL WAITING!!! ARGH!!! haha
to ella: - hahaha ella thanks for accompanying me..appreciated..i know u were stoning there but thanks for accompanying..if not for u i dont think i will go..hehe thanks ella...
to Valerie: - haha i bet u dont even know i have a blog..but still im writing this for u..remember the day i find out i was with u? hehe thanks for being there too for me and willing to help me..=] appreciated..thanks for your advice adik samsudin..hehe..now u are in bangkok..haha confirm u enoying! im waiting 4 ur return!! hehe...WeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =]
to sab: - hey darling...thanks for listening to my craps..hehe..=] u are so sweet to sms me at night to wish me good night aLL that..hehe..=] the lil butterfly! hehe..have a fun holiday ok? i see u in rossette!! eh wait..we goin to sentosa right?? hehe...must call me ok? i wan to follow!!!!
to nat: - eh pantat ko je yg suka sakitkan hati aku.suka kacau aku! suka ckp apa ko buat utk sakitkan ati aku! haha..cian aku! aku je tua dari ko tap ko suka bully aku! :( haha..tapi tetap aku sayangkan kO! oi holiday kluar lah..da lah ko lain restaurant dari kita empat!! jgn action!! kluar ok?? nanti aku tepon mak ko suruh kasi ko kluar ok?hehe..*huggies*
to nab: - muahahaha u are in hongkong!!... u are with ur family..bet u are having a lot of fun..thanks for craps =] dont forget to come back singapore ok?? i see u in rossette!! =]
to kynniE: - kuDUT!!.. ko the last to know..haha im sorry..aku tak contact ko sgt..hehe..but yesterday i have a very nice nice talk to u!! haha for the 1st time what u said make me think sia!! hahaha ..chedebah shikin pandai kasi advice ah..hehe..hey ko holiday aku pUN!! faster lah kluar!! aku boring sak duduk umah termenung!! ehehe saturday ok??? haha..
to hadi: - even though im not close that close with u yet i still regard u as my close friend!!..hehehe hadi..dont be too stress up ok! i be here if u ever need me ok?? =]
to fateha: - we are not even close..and not even talking..i remember when we are sec 4 u said that try not to be separated and that u dont wan to go poly cause we be separated..yet u the only one who are separated and with your poly friends.im not blamin u cause everyone do have their own life but at least we take the chance to meet once in a while..but u? tell me when is the last time we ever have a nice talk?? sit down and just talk?? i know u enjoy your life now in poly and that now is the best period time in your life? but have u forgotten the memories we had back in sec skol?? you tell me it just sux to know that we are not close anymore but do u take the initiative to sms or call me to ask about me?NO! u dont..at least ella, kyn, lini sms or kol me to talk..i know its also my fault for not contacting but u dont have a hP! every time we ask u out either u alwayz said u busy! remember the other time u meet us at the cineleisure? u told dan that we dont like layan u?you know why? cause i dont know what to talk to u anymore..cause i feel i dontknow u anymore..u told us u be calling us to join us back later but did u called?NO! u didnt.u said that we didnt call u..but u were the one who told us that u called?and when dan called u were on the way home? haiz..fat...whatever it is..dont worry i wont forget u as a friend.but dont say that it just sux to know we are not close anymore cause u never make time for us anymore..at least the rest did..IF whatever i said in this whole paragraph has hurt u or u feel its unfair im sorry..cause im tellin u how i feel about our friendship! so take care AND HAVE FUN IN YOUR LIFE. =]
i dont know why i just write individual...but somehow i feel like iT! hehe..so to kampung clan..have a fun holidays ok! i see u in two weeks timE! .. =]=]
9:07 PM
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Monday, December 5
he broke my heart totally! the pain im goin thru now is Indescribable.i feel i also dont know what i feel. i now emtionaless.the pain im now feel is so argh! i dont know what i typing too..nobody will understand my feeling and thinking...i just dont know what to do! is this a sign for me to give him up? or is just another obstacles for me to go thru with him?tell me please.